Everyday is a reminder that you disappointed your parents, grandparents, siblings and friends. You wake up to check your social network website account but you are reminded that your peers are ahead of the game and you are trailing behind. Your friend calls you about his wedding and insist that you be his group of best man. You wish to be happy for your friend but you are reminded once again that you are falling behind the rat race. You frown.
You laugh you cheer but only for the moment. The next (moment) you will be reminded that you have disappointed your family and friends... most of all yourself. You can never laugh like before or feel like before. You frown.
Your friends and family cheers you up and motivates you but you know sweet words fade away when reality sets in. You know deep inside that time will correct all wrong but you are impatient as an hour feels like a day and a day feels like a month. LIFE IS DEPRESSING.
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