It is confession time... I think I'm a hypocrite.
I dislike how people make distasteful comment about others yet I enjoy gossip. I guess most people are the same. We do not welcome negative comments on ourselves and yet we do not stop ourselves from commenting on others.
I like to help people yet I desire reciprocation/acknowledgment. I guess it is normal as most people do not like to be taken for a joy ride or being taken advantage of. Still, I make quite a big fuss about it. Yet after every time I complain about people taking advantage of me, I will still continue my old ways.
Maybe I should be more self-centered? Then again, if everyone thinks that way then the world would be a sucky place. I believe in the concept of "paying it forward".
I want to be "successful". While I fully understand the effort required of me, I am lazy and I like to procrastinate.
I talk about ideas, plans and many things I wish to do. Unfortunately, I seldom follow up. It is as if I am giving myself a tight slap.
I wish to be a totally nice guy yet sometimes I do selfish things that hurt people's feelings. This is especially true when it comes to relationships (friendships, boy-girl relationships etc.)
I convince myself that I can live with what I have yet in the back of my mind I always want more.
I tell myself and my friends to move on yet most of the time I sulk over history...
Yes, I am a hypocrite.
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